yesterday
some of the students n media club members
went to her wake
i saw her
she's still beautiful as ever
i held back the emotions
and lasted till we went back to school
i went to com lab
saw a picture of her again,
and just couldnt hold it back any longer
tears flowed down
mr tang came, and talked to me
i felt a lot better after crying
kelvin, me, franklin, glen and chorseng went there again
i cried again, and so did franklin.
after that was ok le
managed to smile, at least.
this post is especially for claudia
Claudia,
I've never really been close to you, but I got to know you for a few wonderful months. It has been great knowing you, knowing that you fought on bravely throughout your life. Although it is rather short, it must have been full of adventures.
When I first saw you at cca, i was thinking that you could be a funny and humourous girl. I was right, and whenever cca came ur laughter brought smiles to everyone's faces. As true as it is, I might have only dissiaoed u during cca, but at least, i could tell you enjoyed cca. I've never really treated you very well, in fact, I didnt really went to the extent of caring more about you. Everytime you saw me, you never failed to shout a "hi, zenyee" to me, and I always replied "hi, claudeeeee" back to you. Thats all gone now. Nothing is left of it.
If I could rewind time, I would have spent the time before yesterday to get to know you better, and treat you better. I've only see you faint one time, and that one time was horrible. I only heard of you fainting before, but never saw it. You recovered fairly quickly at that time.
When I heard the news, I did not know what to do. How could this just happen? But, as I slowly started to think things out, I realised that in this way, you could finally be free of your needless sufferings and finally get a good rest.
Claudia, I just want you to know that we'll never forget you, and you'll always be in our hearts. Rest in Peace
guess i should update le ba
class chalet on thurs-fri
very fun xP
barbeque-ed for dinner
got my class tee which says zen
sounds cool, eh?(lol)
as usual with chalets, i didnt get to sleep
played wii n daidi whole night
wii got one piece, keep gettin thrashed by hao yuan
but i DID win him one
wif shanks, mihawk and some evil guardian ting
then at bout 3.45am, i watchede the happening wif chongyu n jolin
ok la, lousy story though
death race was way better
then morning nicholas went to buy mac's for breakfast
come back shout some fuckin crap bout wad losing money
kaiwai said he will settle for him nicholas still keep whining
wad the fuck sia.
nvm, forget it
then went home as a big group, miss oh still sleepin like pig liddat
took 89 to hougang interchange n took 165 home
then 2day
cca, took banner photos as usual
finally got some results (:
lol tink i stop here ba
go play le
byee
back frm photo outin 2day
got me,zc,kelvin,glen,hw,viv n yh
after the banner photoshoot
we went to mcdonald's to have lunch
n proceeded on to vivo
the sky park there
went into the water to splash water at viv n hw
so its like me,zc,kelvin n glen vs viv n hw
yuhui didnt play wif us
in e end, me n zc cornered viv n hw n splashed lots of water on them
might sound childish, but its fun lor
in the end everyone was soaked through
then zc decided for everyone to sit in the water
so we sat
well, everyting was wet, n i meant everyting
was very fun thou
altho xinmin uniform dosnt seem to dry so easily
we each sort of wore different clothes
viv,yh,hw - house tee
me, zc - uniform
glen - home clothes
kelvin - old media tee
finally finished playin
then we decided to take group photos
oh ya - this part cant be missed out
juz as i was lookin at e photos we took
yuhui suddenly yelled
on her hand was bird shit
she said it was warm(straight outta e bird's ass)xP
the green green one
like wtf?
nice one lohs
birds dun seem to like yuhuis much
lol
then went home le
went to hougang n took 74 home
took super duper long can
bye
finally
back frm camp le!
camp was ok, contrary to wad i thought
-----friday
checked in, was a team leader
wif clement, mentor was dawn
checked into bunk
had this amazing race ting
basically ran in circles somewhere near sch
then went to kalan kayu for prata
they give us 2 free ones
bought coke as drink
WALKED all the way back to xinmin sec
then at night
albert phone tio confiscated, cause he watchin movie
then i accidentally on, wanna sms someone oso tio
wtf..
-----saturday
pt, then breakfast
then went to pasir ris park liao i tink
amazing race
seems fun anw
then rain come, chloe very happy
her wafer soggy le
then waited in the shelter for like 2 hrs?
me, clement,zixuan n chorseng take turns act hero
then managed to go back sch
ate dinner, went for some games
quite fun
boys monkey, dawn n celine players(our own game)
then got this frightnight ting
supposed to scare the wits outta u
which didnt scare me(not tryin to act brave)
got ppl spray water into my mouth la
i whack those who try blow wind at me lol
wasnt really super exciting la
but the jumping part was nice
jump off at bout 4-5 metres
landed on matress
juz walked around sch for like 3-4 hours
then end of day, went bathe n sleep
me,albert,george,kelvin,ye an went down eat biscuit
actually wan mcdonald leh
lol
-----sunday
mornin started off wif me n bert kajiao-ing arvin
fun la
we try tape him up hahaha
no use leh..
then went to brush teeth
went for a short pt
ok la but breakfast was wonderful
nasi lemak
very nice
then was some games by arnold
involved balloon being tied to ur leg
have to step on someone's balloon, while keepin urs intact
1st casualty: freddy
he 1st to die lol
my 1st victim was celine
then mine tio bursted
xian la so fast die
after that went to clean bunks
group 7 & 8 clean toilets
wtf? was my 1st response
boys toilet got dried up shit on the toilet bowl.
on, not in
girls toilet
got blood..
not murder the blood la
is the girl's tingey's blood
guess it out urself
lunch at canteen, TLs were super entu
then my team(marshmallows) got 3rd!
*clap clap*
got a present frm camp com
we rule!
but didnt get 1st la
then break camp le
everyone super high
bombin each other all the way to the bubble tea shop
i guess the public tinks we're nuts
then got a bbt, bus-ed home wif weili
end of story
this post is extremely long
thanks for readin
p.s (thanks dawn for being such a good mentor, n nothing to say for clement..jokin la u oso thanks)
no.2 (mohock)
no.3 (cute cute tail)